rants&musings
Monday, December 29, 2003
hi, it's been a week since i last came on, how was christmas? hope everyone enjoyed it and got loads of presents.. school's starting this fri, and we're all thinking, WHY SO SOON? just as we're about to start enjoying school starts again.. haiz.. next yr sec 4 le.. got that big O letter looming ahead..
darryl was chasing the sun at 08:10.
Monday, December 22, 2003
ok. tagboard got reopened.. keefe's persuasion really did it in for me :P finally today is the last day of filming, and x-mas is 4 days away, but i haven't got my present yet. damn. no time to buy, wad to do... been going out so much lately. get after x-mas loh.. never mind.. still got present happy liao, but i'd rather a nokia 6600.. :-D
last night had a very very vivid dream, i was at a shop, intending to buy a Nokia 6100, but out of stock, and the guy offered, $15 more for a 7250i, so buy loh.. just as i was about to open the box up and use the new baby of mine, i woke up. grr. what the hell... so i wasn't very happy when i woke up..
darryl was chasing the sun at 16:38.
Thursday, December 18, 2003
haiz.. now in school.. did filming thing yet again.. now slacking so get to use comp.. hahaha... tonite got dinner so dun expect me to update till at least tmr..
darryl was chasing the sun at 13:44.
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
whoever tried to impersonate me, nice try. because of you i'll be closing my tagboard. FUCKING LOW LIFE.
darryl was chasing the sun at 18:21.
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
today nothing really special.. went sch in afternoon only to go home an hour later.. pls lah.. if got no filming den tell me lah! WASTED my 90 cents on bus fare and my afternoon lohz.. tmr morning not free again.. gotta be "guai" and bring grandma for checkup.. never mind, not too bad goin out with grandma..
oh ya just remembered still owe you faithful readers my sydney trip stuff right.. keep forgetting.. will come out soon dun worry!
darryl was chasing the sun at 16:57.
Monday, December 15, 2003
hi, i'm back after so long.. it's been 4 hectic days sia.. saturday went back to school to do filming lah.. from 9am - 4pm lehz.. went home EXTREMELY tired, but then, had to go out later for my sch's concert.. with miaoz..(thanx dear for bein willin to go out wif me) they were ok lah, but desperate to sell seats, only 70% attendance i heard, and the best thing is, LHB didn't even patronize the concert loh. then wad's the point loh.. if principal dun even go support den wad's the use of having a concert?
sunday nth much lah.. went out in late afternoon with ZYX on Sv. 42 Dart.. haha.. bumped our way to Clementi from Tampines, reach there after 2 hours sia.. and ate dinner (McDonalds lah, nothing special) while waiting for our friend.. hahaha. so really quite sienz loh..
today go back for filming again, now extremely extremely tired... writing and writing on log sheets *yawn*. ok another easter egg for you, go enjoy.. Really really nice song, in my opinion..
P!nk - God Is A DJ
I've been the girl with her skirt pulled high
Been the outcast never running with mascara eyes
Now I see the world as a candy store
With a cigarette smile, saying things you can't ignore
Like mummy I love you
Daddy I hate you
Brother I need you
Lover, hey, fuck you
I can see everything here with my third eye
Like the blue in the sky
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
I've been the girl - middle finger in the air
Unaffected by rumours, the truth, I don't care
So open your mouth and stick out your tongue
You might as well let it go, you can't take back what you've done
So find a new lifestyle
A new reason to smile
Look for Nirvana
Under the strobe lights
Sequins and sex dreams
You whisper to me
There's no reason to cry
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
You take what you get and you get what you give
I say don't run from yourself, man, that's no way to live
I've got a record in my bag you should give it a spin
Lift your hands in the air so that life can begin
If God is a DJ.. If God.. If God is a DJ
Get your ass on the dance floor
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
Love is the rhythm
You are the music
If God is a DJ
Life is a dance floor
You get what you're given
It's all how you use it
Taken from Pink - Try This
PS: Whoever tried to impersonate me on my tagboard, nice try, but you failed. Obviously you have NO LIFE WHATSOEVER, since you are so fucking bored as to post such nonsense.
darryl was chasing the sun at 16:54.
Friday, December 12, 2003
sorry, lately been somewhat busy so hardly any time to blog, wednesday i went back to school for some briefing on the filming thingy, took me about one and a half hours.. quite ok really, the school really looks emptied out, and construction is still ongoing, so i wonder how we are gonna be able to move back next year, really..
then went to make IC.. though the queue was only 15 pple long had to wait quite a while, took my passport photo before that as i didn't have any, and i looked absolutely "obiang" lohz.. the guy told me to put on an alternative pair of glasses that although looked quite ok, made me look like shit loh..
IC making done, went to bedok on Sv. 7 just to eat or luat (i know i'm crazy right? but the or luat there is damn nice loh). anyone interested, the stall is just next to Bedok Bus Interchange, quite visible, the name of the stall is called "99", highly recommend it! i finished my lunch in 15 mins, then went to aljunied to get on Sv. 62 just to try try.. by now already 3.40pm liao.
somehow ended up in Serangoon Int around 6pm.. then went home.. i still have yet to post aussie trip, so here's a little easter egg for u..
Blue - Guilty
I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
I wanna give you the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy (be the other guy)
I never want to live a lie
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say
If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind (speak my mind)
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
What am I supposed to do
Then I'm guilty
All I wanna do is speak my mind
Guilty
Then I'm guilty
I'm prepared to testify
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
I'm guilty.
Taken from Blue - Guilty
darryl was chasing the sun at 08:51.
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
My flight report for Singapore - Sydney is out, go read it at http://www.airliners.net/discussions/trip_reports/read.main/38089/.
Part 2 is out now, go read at http://www.airliners.net/discussions/trip_reports/read.main/38124/. Have fun and happy reading.
darryl was chasing the sun at 07:31.
Sunday, December 07, 2003
ok.. i'm home. will post more detailed stuff hopefully by this week, look out for it soon. really enjoyed my trip. and thanx miaoz for helping update my blog *love u lots*
darryl was chasing the sun at 16:27.
Friday, December 05, 2003
hihi =) dis is darryl's fren here. he's now in australia, so he asked me 2 help him post sth on his blog.. he'll b returnin tmr at 9pm ^.^
since i dun dink dat u may b interested in my mundane daily lifestyle or de crap dat i'm capable of comin up wif, i guess i shall entertain u wif a poem entitled "Veinte poemas de amor y una canción desesperada" written by Pablo Neruda ((de greatest poet alive. he's my fave u noe!)). i hope u wun fall asleep k.. here goes ((wif eng translation)):
"Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her."
As the Chinese saying goes, "Unrequitted love results in eternal hatred" - have the courage and strength to let go when there's no more point of holding on ((i hereby apologize for all grammatical + spelling errors, my english sucks, and i so happen to NOT know my limits and end up putting such profound sentiments into words which are used only by offspring of cavemen. i can express myself better in chinese =x )). But then again, if you allow yourself to be the subject of the pain which love can bring, maybe we can have yet another impressive poet like Pablo who first charmed the world with his "Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair" ((which i shall say is IMPOSSIBLE in singapore. since when did we ever produce someone remarkable enough to be remembered by the rest of the world even after his/her death? Stefanie Sun can go to hell as well)). But still, it's good to reminisce as long as one does not indulge too much in memories. *what am i talking about* AIYA, juzx dun b a victim of lurve!! life is short so stay happie~ dun tk lurve as a game too, or else sum day u'll b de one being fooled.
last bt nt least, i hope dat de contents of dis entry wun b labelled "rubbish" by darryl(*cross fingers + pray hard*) n dat none of u has fallen asleep~
darryl was chasing the sun at 15:54.