rants&musings
Monday, October 31, 2005
hmm. i just feel so stoned all of a sudden. and feeling extremely extremely bored too. wonder why.
darryl was chasing the sun at 20:43.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
my nose is peeling!! arrgh
darryl was chasing the sun at 09:37.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
sentosa on monday was fun.
haha. though i got roasted it was somehow worth it in a way i guess. it sure was fun. spent about 9 solid hours there with about 6 on the beach (explaining how i got roasted especially badly cos i went topless and didnt apply sunscreen. haha) wells i really had a great time just slacking in the sea, talking nonsense and playing games in the water. next time i go i'll remember to apply sunscreen. haha. if not i'll suffer for another 3 days at least due to the extremely red back. lol. i got more than what i bargained for. (:
this wk is the last wk of school! j1 life sure has ended very very fast. its like it never even began properly i guess. i still remember the times in ac, the good and the bad, like it was still yesterday. still remember vividly everything that happened in the first 3 months, from the birthday celebrations to the times spent slacking by the poolside with our guitars and all that.. really wonderful those 3 months were.
not to forget sa too. everything that's happened in the past 9 months. from ponning lectures and other odd activities to the stoning breaks in the cafe and many more. the memories sure are overwhelming (shant really talk about the bad stuff i guess. haha). and yes, it all happened as if it were yesterday. and to think next year i'll be in J2 and about to enlist in NS. things sure happen way too fast. (:
cheena AO paper next week. not like i'm caring though. and there's still op on the 10th of november. after op we can kiss goodbye to pw. yeah! the subject which wasted 6 perfectly good months of our life. hahaha.
(:
darryl was chasing the sun at 18:17.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
i was bored so i decided to do this yet again...
You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.
For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress.
This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery.
Loneliness is soul destroying and
at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offense, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.
You are experiencing extreme emotional disappointment because it would seem that a particular relationship is no longer running smoothly. You would like to break away from this involvement completely and yet, if this were to happen, then its possible that something very important to you would be lost. You are in a quandary. You are not sure which way to turn. So on the one hand, you would like to free yourself from this attachment altogether, yet on the other, you do not want to lose anything nor risk uncertainty and the possibility of further disappointment.
These contradictory and opposing emotions are now causing you considerable stress but you are putting on a brave face - pretending that you don't care.Anxiety and a restless antagonism, as a result of unfulfilled emotional needs, have resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to overcome this by working and playing extremely hard - but at all times you have your future in mind. You are a worker and as a result of your inherent enthusiasm you cannot fail.
darryl was chasing the sun at 18:01.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
oh wow. i haven't blogged in ages. haha yeah. nothing's really new other than the fact that i barely got retained. in other words i got promoted. -duh- yup, scraped through with 32 points. thanks to my less than sightly grades..
chem O
maths O
econs E
physics E
GP B3
chinese B4
yup. quite bad. somehow i don't have the motivation to mug during the holidays to improve on these grades. urgh. urgh :S and not to forget the dreaded pw. final copy of written report due on friday and my group is like struggling to complete it. sucks big time. too bad pw won't be scrapped anytime soon i guess..
and open house on sat was fun. although i didnt get to visit the VJ open house which i wanted to so badly, i did enjoy myself at SA. the past week sure was busy. lots of things to settle, lots of running around to do, and not to forget the class phototaking sessions. ohwells. one more week and 2 days to the holidays!
ohwait! there's the dreaded chinese! boo. but i don't think i'll be studying for it anyway so yeah. heh. i'm aiming to get B3/B4 for it. but seems a bit hard. ohwells. (:
darryl was chasing the sun at 18:16.
Monday, October 10, 2005
i've not blogged properly in ages. i feel lazy. super lazy. haha. well. promos are over. and now it seems i have too much free time so i don't know what to do. lol. except for dreaded dreaded pw of course. utter waste of time pw is. seriously.
i am beginning to worry if i can get promoted next year =x lets say if i don't get promoted i might go to SP aeronautical engineering or SP biz or something, still weighing my options.. ohwells. i shouldn't be thinking of such stuff now. leave that for the future i guess. haha.
lately i'm beginning to feel high at the weirdest times of the day. i don't know why. i think its mood swings. i feel high now too. haha. im a bit crazy ever since promos began. heh.
physics spa later. skill b. not too bad since we've been doing lots of practice practicals. yup.
darryl was chasing the sun at 09:50.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.
You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realize all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervor.
wow. i think it's quite true. anyway. haha. take the test at
http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm
darryl was chasing the sun at 12:42.