rants&musings
Thursday, September 29, 2005
oh no. i think i'm screwed. real bad. =x
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:22.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
gp's finally over and done with. the compo section was quite ok, but i think i lost out a few marks for neglecting to mention some points. compre was a killer though. sheesh.
i'm sooo sleepy.. wish i had the luxury of being able to not do anything..
darryl was chasing the sun at 15:51.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
heh. i'm starting to like the visa ad starring richard gere (yes, the one set in india with all the birds and stuff). no idea why but it's really an ad that transcends all cultures. yeahh. the music is nice, the theme is nice and yeah, i like it. (:
seriously too stoned nowadays. arrgh.
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:50.
Friday, September 23, 2005
i haven't gone towning in ages. there's simply too much that i want to buy. i'll probably go after promos. then it'll be like the first 3 mths all over again..
-crazy rant-
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:57.
Monday, September 19, 2005
sloth. one of the seven deadly sins. what i'm experiencing right now. sloth. i don't have the mood to do anything but to just stone. i've lost my motivation to do anything now. i feel miserable most times. how to do anything in this state i ask you? i wish i could pull myself up but its just so, so hard..
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:27.
i think i must be invisible. noone seems to give a damn about me at all. noone gives a damn about what i say or what i do (or what i'm not doing). i am already frustrated enough by everything that's going on. i really really wonder what exactly is wrong with myself. seriously.
perhaps i should have stayed on in ac where i could have been happier. but then again there's no time for regrets. oh well.
darryl was chasing the sun at 20:34.
i'm just very pissed off and fed up as it is right now..
darryl was chasing the sun at 14:08.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i seem to be losing my focused state of mind. i can never seem to concentrate fully on one thing and this has been affecting the activities i've been doing lately. i frankly have no idea why i am so easily distracted nowadays when in the past, i could be sitting there doing my work and totally oblivious to the world around me. perhaps its the events that have taken place over the months that have caused this change. :S
on a more pleasant note, i passed my mathematics lecture test. i've not passed a single maths test since i entered SAJC so far. makes for a change i guess. haha. (:
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:59.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
another new week means another week gone by and another week to promos. argh. promos that i haven't amply prepared for. somehow everything feels so surreal in a sense. nothing really makes sense in a way.. the days are passing by so quickly and are so hectic i lose track of everything. of course there are really slow days too but these are few and far between..
went back to cat high last wednesday with the cat high ppl currently in SA. we ended quite late, at around 10am while pple were already back at cathigh around 10am. eventually we got back at 10.30 and yea, it sure felt great to be back in the place i spent most of my formative years in. seeing all the familiar faces and back in a familar enviroment. ohwells. as usual most of our batch ended up in the field after meeting teachers. heh.
wonder why the weeks and the days and the months seem to go by so fast. just last year i was grumbling that it took forever to get by one day. and this year one day ends so fast. it seems like we were all having orientation only yesterday. and that yesterday i still was hanging around my my ex-AC classmates. yeah. tooo fast. way too fast.
darryl was chasing the sun at 09:16.