rants&musings
Monday, May 30, 2005
guitar camp tmr till thurs. don't feel like going. ahhhh.
darryl was chasing the sun at 21:08.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
another hectic week as usual. getting exhausted. relieved for the holidays. need this break. seriously. i've been short of sleep these few weeks. and i'm still slacking. premonition tells me that i'll probably flop my common tests. die. i have to mug during the holidays besides PW. and yet again that something tells me my holidays will be totally burnt.
oh wells. everything's been cleared up now. i hope. i smell a change in the air. good or bad? no idea. well i know something's happening for sure :)
darryl was chasing the sun at 20:53.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
i seriously wonder why i am so gullible sometimes. perhaps too trusting. people dish out lies and lies and more lies and i take them all in as if they are the truth. and when i find out what really goes on i feel like a fucking idiot. mainly because i've been taken for a ride simply because people make use of my weakness, that i'm too trusting.
i should begin doubting every word i hear from now on, be it truth or not. this is not the first time it has happened to me. i probably might consider not being so nice to people from now on. don't want to be hurt once again.
darryl was chasing the sun at 20:48.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
hmm. i haven't been updating regularly. perhaps i have no mood to do so or just plain lazy. this week was quite ok but the same problem still exists. i'm slacking way too much. and i feel that i'm getting attitude from certain people (perhaps its just the WAAAY tooo oversensitive me as usual. bah.). i have no idea any longer. sheesh.
and noone hardly visits this space anymore. it's just so. quiet. whatever.
darryl was chasing the sun at 11:11.
Friday, May 06, 2005
i am feeling extremely, extremely disappointed right now? why am i always making people avoid me subconsciously either through my actions or words. what is wrong with me? just what? i feel like digging a hole and burying myself in it. i seriously think i've hurt too many people already with what i've said or done in the past. bahhh.
not to mention that i also feel very downcast too. what's wrong with me.
/rant
darryl was chasing the sun at 20:15.
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hmm. doing this entry in the SA library (again) as we speak. well, it seems i have just wasted my 3 day break which i could have spent more fruitfully (like doing tutorials) instead of slacking. oh well. for instance stuff like PI for project work could have been finished much earlier instead of 11.45pm last night. bah. why am i talking about work?
congrats goes out to both ACguitar and SAguitar for getting a silver at the SYF Central Judging. well, if you think that award is mediocre at best, its actually quite an achievement in my opinion since both clubs are new CCAs having been started only this year. marvellous. hmm if i had remained in AC i'd be in the SYF team too. yeah. i miss ACguitar. had lots of fun during my 3 months in it..
congrats also goes out to 05S72 for getting second place in the B finals of the SAJC Sports Day held last friday. for a team that wanted to pull out two hours before the race due to lack of runners, it is a very very good achievement. taking photos of the event is sooo tiring. hah. whatever!
darryl was chasing the sun at 09:29.
